It would take me another 10 years before I finally realized just how much I linked my self-worth to my body image.
I don’t know about you, but when I was growing up the only consistent thing I ever saw around food for weight loss was the word ‘diet’. This was then followed by a set of rules around which foods to eat or not eat.
These diets changed all the time, but they were all promoted as a way not just to lose weight, but to be a certain size, or a certain body shape. The words ‘bikini body’ were constantly floated around alongside pictures on magazine covers.
For well over 20 years I’ve been exposed to every diet under the sun, all claiming the same thing and all perpetuating the overcomplication and unhealthy habits around nutrition.
At 26 years old I started putting on weight within a matter of months. I tried all my usual “tricks” of salads, cutting carbs, and inputting every item of food painstakingly into an app, but none of that worked anymore. My body, my digestion, and my gut health were shot and I had no solid information or understanding of nutrition and food to know what to do.